So many things...

I have so many posts in my head, but I am too tired to get them out. I just got back from the hospital from where my my g-uncle is. We had to take him in he had severe pain..come to find out it was his gallbladder. That was yesterday, I think, yes...then last night he took a turn for the worse, and has been going down hill since. It was a hard decision for me to leave, almost guilty that I should be there when he passes...but other family memebers came, so after many tears..so many. When I told him that I loved him..he looked at me.. It seems like he is in so much pain, he has been in and out all day, but unable to say anything. He squeezed my hand several times... gotta go can't see through tears..